"Too hard to talk about"
21:44 & 19.09.02
I can't write very long, even though I feel like really pour my heart out. I can't talk with Craig. I feel sick when I talk with him. When things hurts too much lately I feel like I will throw up any time. This time it is about being raped. If I understand him right, it's your own fault if you get drunk with friends, only with people that you know, and then get raped. It's the same thing as if you didn't lock your car and it got stolen.
I can't talk with him. I need some distance.