"We are the oposite of each other"
21:36 & 24.08.02
I have lots to do at work. We are not closing store and are getting the new collection. I have gained weight, but my ancles are slimmer [I try to strech my legs a lot], so I am not too sad.
I worked over - time yesterday and I was exhausted and lonely so I just did some laundry and watched "Inspector Morse" - thing and went to bed. I can't wait to see my friends and move in with Rag4. I really, really miss her.
Craig managed to hurt me again, and he said he knew he hurt me. I am tired of that he never put things behind him. If I am upset with him one time in one and a half week, he thinks of as "every day". He said he still felt forced (his word) to talk with me, and he didn't like it. This morning I caught myself thinking if I really want this. If I can be in (if it's possible that the two of us can be happy together) this sort of relationship. We are the oposite of each other.