"In love"
21:27 & 31.07.02
I haven't told "nameless" that I went to USA, or that I'm home. I kind of left him behind somewhere.
I am home again. The last few days with Craig were wonderful. I really hope that he wants to be with me... perhaps not as much as I wish to be with him, but still. Perhaps it's a little late to realize that he deserves a lot of trust, even more trust that I could give him. Even the trust of eating with him, which I did - the last week or so, without being supersensitive (the last few days). I have lost weight. I didn't realize before I got home, I thought I had gained it all again. My breasts have become larger. My size 5 Calvin Klein jeans fit me again.