"Finally"
19:50 & 13.06.02
I've just been seeing my psychiatrist. It's nice to just pour out with everything on my heart and 45 minutes later - everything is clear and I know what to feel and think (and not be brainwashed ;)).
I've been thinking, and there have been so many solutions to Craig's and I problem. But I've come to the decision that he can not decide what I want to do. If I want to spend time on the beach with a person, then I must be allowed to do so. And oposite. We can choose whether we want to deal with that. If we're hurt, we can tell each other and hopefully the person (one of us) will consider those feelings and not go to the beach with someone that makes the other person insecure. And we have to choose what we put up with or not.
I feel a lot better today.