"It seems so surreal this won't be healed by a kiss"
11:43 & 11.06.02
Craig and I had several "fights" via telephone on Saturday and Sunday. A part of me is insecure and do not trust him when it comes to his ex. Which was the reason of our disagreement.
I can't believe how he lets her come in between us. He wanted to meet her. He didn't like that I spent time with mr. Nameless and Michael 2. So I forgot about them. His ex has still feelings for him. It doesn't matter that she's married and that he thinks she won't act on her feelings for him (what if she does, what will he do?). I cannot share him like this. It's not possible for me. I really try. I do.
I am so upset with myself because I do not manage to trust him. Something feels broken (I think it is my heart).