"When I Was With You"
17:15 & 07.06.02
I am trying to get a tan.
Besides that my feelings for Craig have calmed down a little. He said we couldn't talk so much (huge phone bills) and that's okay. Perhaps it's the summer, the heat and the sun.
We (at work) are about to win the dress competition (on 1st place right now). The prize is a trip for two (Boss and me) to Egypt (Sharm - al - Sheik). It is the grand prize of the year. Before it's been wine bottles. I've won one every month.
It sounds like Craig has calmed down too. He isn't as eager to marry me anymore. If he doesn't want to at all, I hope he tells me while I am in Norway. - When the weather is still nice and I won't feel the need to cry along with the rain drops.
I forgot my psychiatrist appointment. "Luckily", she wasn't feeling well. She's been sick a lot lately. Perhaps she has overworked herself. I look forward to tell her that I have become a little more "angry". I tend to become upset with the new "money-man" (the security guy that picks up the money in the evening from the store). Actually he appologized the last time I saw him. He looked very sad in fact. He didn't have that sleezy smile and didn't ask me to hurry up (this time he said "you know, I am not really in a hurry").
I just upset Craig (he just called). A (one that I know well) male friend of mine gave me a hug as he was standing behind me. And he touched my breasts and laughed. I told him I would "kick him in the balls" if he ever did that again. He laughed a little more and then I gave him the look. That's what I told Craig. I think he got upset because he doesn't know me very well. He hasn't spent enough time with me, or met my friends (they would never do anything like that if I had a boyfriend here in Norway, but I guess some of them still consider me "single"). I was telling him so I could show how good I've become at telling people off. Not just avoid them or being polite. I really didn't want to upset him... I really regret telling him and I am really sorry.
Roger (TIM) has gotten a record deal of some sort. I think I don't miss him so much anymore.