"Make me feel good inside"
14:30 & 02.06.02
Craig isn't mushy anymore. Me neither. I stopped the other day (much later than him).
Suddenly I don't really know if I am ready or not. It will be something that I have to be very brave to go through. I don't feel so brave these days.
What if he thinks I am as ugly as I do, without the make-up I put on every day.
Sometimes I want to go back to have a lover. Not because I am so horny that I can not control myself, but because it allows me to be close, without letting people under my skin. No questions asked. I can be problem - free.
[Like there is this need to be ultra - confident about him, and now I am not. What if he doesn't love me after all.]
BERØRINGER
De små berøringer må også med.
Humlen som setter seg fast i håret ditt.
Snefnugget ytterst på nesen
og tusenbenet som vil opp på hånden,
forsiktig
som kjærtegnet til en sky pike.
Rolf Jacobsen.