"Now I lie here alone in my bed.With these words running wild in my head"
18:09 & 18.05.02
It was our national day yesterday along with what would have been my dear grandma's birthday. I feel kind of weird saying this, but I woke up kind of sad and decided to sing her a birthday song.
I miss her so.
I have been thinking about the past a lot these days. I don't miss Michael, but I miss the good times we had together, because there a lot of them. I miss our conversations. I haven't met a guy yet that I've talked as well as with him. It will come with time, I guess.