"Leave The Lights On"
12:57 & 22.07.03
Now that I am alone in the apartment (and I live on the second floor) I tend to walk "hardly dressed at all" (it is so hot here!).. Well, there is this guy who is so interested that he almost seems threatening. And then when I walked up the "meditating road" (it is so harmonic, with the little forest and the birds singing...) to the university I realised - again - that suddenly all I want is someone to protect me. -Someone to hide behind when I feel threatened.
On our girls night out we talked about our "russe" - name (when you graduate in Norway, you become a 'russ'. That means partying from 1st until 17th of May and final exams a week later... But you also wear a red suit and you get a nick name)... Mine was "The Voice". Mainly because I speak a lot and fairly social, but also because we made "A Midsummernight's Dream" into a modernised musical. I was Marilyn Monroe (Titania). Everyone say I have something Marilyn Monroe’ish about me.
I watched a movie about her once. It freaked me out, because I could recognise some of myself in her (no I do not hear voices and I do not do drugs ;)). Or the interpretation they made of her.
Well, suddenly, I had to wrap myself into a towel and I suddenly started to freeze and my heart started beating a whole lot faster and I shut the curtains and took a half sleeping pill.