"I'm singing this song, it's time it was sung"
16:33 & 01.01.02
The days are mixed together in my head. It's hard to part them from each other. What happened first and so on? I didn't want to bring certain things into this New Year, and now it's January again. I'd like to think of this year as a new start. I've spent this day in Line's flat, along with Rag4 and Line (of course). I've got a bloody headache.
Everything in my life is fabulous except the guys that I am dating:
Update on Kenneth: It's been very back and forth. Last time I met him was either Thursday. It must have been the 28th. Well, he called me, woke me up. It must have been around 11:00a.m. It doesn't really matter when and what time it was. It was daytime, and I went to see him at his place. He wasn't smiling when I arrived, he just told me I was pretty and then he kissed me. He tried to climb me, and then I backed and tried to push him away. I asked him if he wasn't going to pay attention to what I tried to do. I don't remember the next things, but he walked away from me and left me there in his sofa. I felt uncertain about what to do. He told me to follow him before he left me. He had gone to his bed room. I went to his bed room. We talked a little while I stood in the door opening and things I didn't want happened. But by my own free will. Nothing that I was forced to do.
I have to catch my bus now. I will update one of these days.